So. Joe broke up with me shortly after I made that journal entry.

A pox on him. I've been burned and learned the hard way. I won't make the same mistake ever again. No one will ever again penetrate my shell, at least not easily. This makes Rei the most trusted person in my niche. Congrats, Rei. <3

I have friends, but most don't know the true me. I should have never let him learn, but I was a fool and did. He is now on my gray-list, just above JP. The only reason he is that high is because he has, at least, been respectful about my transitioning since we split. Before that he began to get aggressive and downright rude. I should of known I would of had to choose between being in a relationship and being the true me. ><

What-ev.

I will live.

He is already like my other past hurts, nearly forgotten and locked in a box somewhere deep within. My therapist knows about this, tho, and will probably want to unearth them for the sake of my mental health. She is nice, though, and we only talk about things I want to talk about. And she is helping me through my more self destructive habits, which is a good thing.

Also, I am reading a good book called Gender Outlaw, is many much good.

Also, I will have artwork up eventually. A little too stressed for things, but they will come soon.